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    November 07

    请不要让我苦痛地死去。

    黑暗的房间里, 
    有你的万钧之力的凝结,那是你的浑然之气,从中迸涌。 
    像是墓中的死穴,冰冷,深藏,低贱。 
    黑色的雨,冰雹和火焰:你看! 
    我,就躺在那里。 
    你把前盟全都抛弃,你连我的名字也忘记…… 
    你的心竟然能如此轻易的就能忘记,其实你的灵魂里面也都全是欺诳。 
    每当在我临睡前沉寂的思绪里。 
    心神空茫,默默沉思,还有眼泪流下,它们常常都我在心中闪现。 
    我明白,那只是孤独的福祉,我没事。 
    我曾那么认真的告诉你,说:有时候真的好累,我希望自己睡觉就能睡到死去。 
    于是你就唱起了葬歌,还为我举办了一场非常热闹的葬礼。 
    就在像这样一个密集的黑夜:你听! 
    我的心便涨满幸福,像个小女生一样害羞的笑,我甚至于不敢看你。 
    只是,为什么这种感觉越来越熟悉,无休止地燃烧,燃烧不熄。 
    我终于能感觉到了,原来还是那么的难受,就好像真的快要死去,我又重新害怕了起来。 
    比最初还要害怕一百倍,我拼了命的挣扎。
    求你放过我吧! 
    不要让我苦痛地死去。

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